TAR in Msia ....

Tonight I switched on TV, terus saw the current season of TAR - The Amazing Race...they went to Penang, from Sg Nibong bus station, boarded buses to KL , then took KTM train from KL to Singapore.... hmm, all of them complained that our KTM beds were dirty , they wiped the beds and it was 'dirty, dark dark ....' , haaaa. All of them were impressed with Singapore - it's clean. Too bad, I missed last week session on Penang , aiii... anyone watched Penang session ?

April 14

April 14 - guess it's not an 'ong' day for me ...the numbers itself if read in cantonese meant 'mati sure mati'. Today I suggested to customer to make some changes in the production database - thinking to speed up the process, so that more things can be done within the batch window. That was in a way a 'stupid' suggestion , I ended up fixing the issues this whole night, plus I also rocked the customer batch windows... April is not the month to screw up with my customer database, as this month is super busy for the whole malaysian taxpayers :( ...

when I reached home , I was walking to the kitchen in the dark , 'blirk' - switched on lights, gosh - first time in my life , I terpijak the thing that I hate most or rather fear most - I terpijak a coakroach lah , aiyuhhhhhhhhh.....

what a bad day for me ....

worrying.....

I got off from work earlier , went home at 3pm. That the bathing time for teddy bear, so I offered to bath him. I found out that there is a huge 'tumor' like thingy behind his head. For the past few weeks, I was trying to figure out why he refused to walk sometimes, he insisted 2 person walked side by side him, he put his hands on our shoulders, when he sits on the floor , he refused to stand up , instead he uses his butt to move around while sitting on the floor - these behaviours were abnormal to me. Last monday , sent him for blood test, mum suspected he could be having high uric acid which caused his leg pain ...blood test result uric acid reading was very good, only high cholesterol and high glukose. Now, seeing his 'tumor' , I am in panick mode, worrying about him ...... I really hope it's a false alarm. Teddy bear has suffers a lot from his seizures, please don't add more suffers onto him. In my mind, I started to think of all the nonsense , negative thoughts, made myself more worrying and cried and cried , gosh , that is not doing any good to me, have to stay positive , pray for him, to get to the right doctor and get to diagnose him asap....those of you who read this blog , please pray for me , pray for my brother Kim Chuan , pray that he is OK

anniversary ....

April Fool day is meaningful for me ...it's the day I entered into the long hectic non-fun working life :) .... today mark my 14th anniversary :) , greatful that I am still able to earn a living , have a job to support my needs. Happy 14th Anniversary to Bahija , may I continue to march forward and continue to learn, to be excited of new things which come along my life !