i or no i ....

my phone is kind of old and out of shape lately , sometimes jam, stucked and couldn't dial the numbers..now itchy thinking of iphone - but I am also worry about the additional 'unnecessary' costs .... and most important, I takut the kids will always come to me and ask to pinjam my iphone to play games, as it is , most of my friends - their kids or other kids fighting to play the iphone games ( if tak ada ipad la ). Aiii, I kiasu and kiasi sikit - if I am using an iphone, i don't really want to openly leave my phone to the kids lor , what if they ter-delete my contact, messages or ter-read my confidential things ???? If I don't pinjam, I will look like an arrogant sombong auntie whereas the rest of the uncles and aunties happily pinjam their iphone.....perhaps I am giving excuses not to spend money on this gadget, it's not time yet.